May 2013
May 18th
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May 18th
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May 18th
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May 17th
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May 17th
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I can actually see this going down a very bad path and fucking things up for me, but I can’t or don’t know how to stop it, and part of me doesn’t want to.  It’s too late. Today. Today was the day that it became too late to go back. I fucked it all up for myself today. 
May 17th
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May 17th
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Can I just renounce my gayness or
May 17th
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I’m just tired. If I wanted to hurt myself, I would choose many ways to do so before I chose to like someone. Feelings are the easiest way to rip every single part of you open and allow yourself to bleed to death. I would rather physically bleed than like someone and go through all that shitty angst and uncertainty and rollercoaster shit again. I’m not going there. Not going there. I...
May 17th
May 17th
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stupid chem being all unclear and nobody staying so idk what he even wants ugh  MEAGAN APPARENTLY WE NEED TO DO A TOC FOR THE NOTES.
May 17th
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May 17th
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It always amazes me how good people can get at putting on a front and pretending they’re okay. 
May 17th
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May 17th
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May 17th
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Everything is so sore sweet Jesus it feels wonderful and awful at the same time bdjsndna LETS BURN THAT STOMACH FAT AWAY SHJAHHHHHHHHHH MUST. PERSEVERE.
May 17th
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I wish I had more guy friends to have mixed sleepovers with. Specifically, I wish I had more guy friends that smoked that could have mixed sleepovers with. Poop.
May 17th
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thatsmoderatelyraven: i love me so much But I also hate me so much.
May 17th
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To be honest, for my practice personal statement, Tumblr has probably affected me more than anything else the last few years, for the good and bad. I should get off Tumblr for awhile, but I’m addicted. Tumblr is actually an awful place after awhile.
May 17th
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unfollower: no see lesbians are not more accepted than gay men they’re more sexualized please do not get those 2 things confused
May 17th
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May 17th
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writingrants: That moment of realization when your parents/friends/teacher ask you what your novel is about and every aspect of the story suddenly seems too idiotic and cliche to say out loud.
May 17th
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May 17th
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alcoholdrinker: wow i can’t wait to email all the gay porn on my dash to my family and friends
May 16th
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Personal statement….. I’ve never had to get personal in writing like that, and now, I don’t know how much of myself to reveal, how honest to be, or what to say. There isn’t one relationship or event or place that has influenced me much more than others. That’s not how it’s been for me. So how do I narrow this down to one thing? akdjaklsdjaslkd It should be easy...
May 16th
vivianq: forever-classyx: Oh my gosh people, be nice to your waiter/waitress, it’s not their fault that your food is cold or if it’s under cooked.  Be nice to the cashiers who are still training and can’t ring up your items as quickly as you want.  If a stranger smiles and says hello to you, smile and say hello back!  It’s just common courtesy, I don’t understand why people have to be so...
May 16th
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May 16th
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I wish I could live more than one life, or that I could be young forever. 27. I want to be 27 forever. There are so many things I want to learn, to experience, to read, to do, that it is physically impossible for me to do all those things in my youth. My mind is too expansive, and it makes me depressed, knowing that I can’t do even 1/5 of all the things I want to. It makes me want to die. I...
May 16th
Praying it’s cold enough this Saturday that my friends won’t make me get into a swim suit and swim ._.
May 16th
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I really hate people.
May 16th
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David So’s new video. CRYING. ‘Dildo swing”
May 16th
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talking to attractive straight friend and basically all the nice things I am saying that are veiled as half jokes are entirely true UGH
May 16th
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May 16th
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I actually kind of hate my face.
May 16th
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Attractive straight girls should come with warning labels. So should attractive gay guys.
May 16th
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May 16th
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svveden: have you ever been so attracted to someone that it made you want to cry
May 16th
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I can’t wait until I’m fucking 18 and can buy drugs legally and sign up for fun runs by myself and go with friends. Ugh ugh ugh.
May 16th
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“1. There will be several days that you daydream about stepping in front of a...”
– (via cirquedufrock)
May 16th
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raleys: the thing that meagan doesn’t understand is that I DON’T WRITE. I MOSTLY JUST THROW UP WORDS ALL OVER THE PAGE. AND IT’S NOT GOOD. basically. i feel u man.
May 16th
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